DAY 18: Humbling Myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become arrogant.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be ignorant.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to be humble.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe/tell myself that I don't have to write myself out to know myself.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see/realize/understand that thoughts/feelings/emotions cover up who I really am - I realize that I must uncover the 'real me' by releasing the thoughts/feelings/emotions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the thought that self-forgiveness isn't the best way to assist and support myself in stopping the mind and bringing myself Here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe/tell myself that I don't really have to forgive myself for allowing myself to have lived as the thoughts/words/deeds that I have created as abuse in this existence and within my perspective

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the thought 'Why do I have to/need to write self forgiveness?'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe/perceive that I am not responsible for myself and this existence out of arrogance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not directly responsible for every consequence manifested within and as this existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in an unwillingness to humble myself and realize that I change who I am within self-writing and self-forgiveness to change what I do to bring a practical living change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire remaining ignorant to/of myself and what I have accepted and allowed to exist within and without.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to accept self-responsibility for every thought/word/deed that I have accepted and allowed to exist in and of myself as who I am.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to accept self-responsibility for every thought/feeling/emotion that exist within me as the mind.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that thoughts/feelings/emotions are illusory and deceptive.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that there is consequence for every thought/feeling/emotion that I participate within.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a habit out of only stopping the thoughts/feelings/emotions that I dislike or believe couldn't benefit me - I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that thoughts/feelings/emotions can be beneficial to my well-being in anyway whatsoever, instead of realizing that every thought/feeling/emotion is a deception/illusion and literally sucks the life out of me.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to have a look at the thoughts/feelings/emotions that supposedly have me 'feeling' good - I realize that this good feeling is positive energy based in deception.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see/realize/understand that positive energy creates negative energy within me and the mind.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that I am going to have to expose every single thought/feeling/emotion and thought/word/deed I have ever participated in if I am to be humble.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to humble myself in using the tool self-writing/self-forgiveness.

I commit myself to remain humble and to walk this process slowly while stopping every thought/feeling/emotion that will cause a thought/word/deed to create an abusive consequence within and as existence as me as all as equality and oneness.